So I got a second job to pay the 10,000$ loan used to fund my real account for nothing? I should have listened back then to my granny in 1980 and buy apple stocks.A new trader should start from demo (virtual money) account . Then proceed to very small real account (less than $100 or how much else you can easily afford to lose). Only after a long-term success with a small real account it's recommended to switch to big deposits. My real account was less than $100 when I first switched from demo.