So I got a second job to pay the 10,000$ loan used to fund my real account for nothing? I should have listened back then to my granny in 1980 and buy apple stocks.A new trader should start from demo (virtual money) account. Then proceed to very small real account (less than $100 or how much else you can easily afford to lose). Only after a long-term success with a small real account it's recommended to switch to big deposits. My real account was less than $100 when I first switched from demo.